Heaven or Hell

I was alone in the park,
it was beautiful and dark,
I looked around to my right,
there was no one to fight.

Felt guilty on my own,
nobody was anymore known,
leaving all those behind,
I ran away from all kind.

Silence was my sanctuary,
noise was very weary,
emptiness enveloped me again,
there was a deep pain.

I loved you everyday,
you said there's no way,
you left me once more,
leaving me on a shore.

I wish u to be back,
pick my pieces and pack,
take me alone and ring my bell,
whether its heaven or hell.